Everything creative is quite disorganized by its nature. Chaos is very healing environment, actually. Chaos means open possibilities. The structures that seem to be the most rigid are perhaps the ones that are the most fragile, they will probably go out first.
Experimenting with two soviet time lenses (Helios 44-2/Zenitar-M 1.7) and bokeh for portraits. Very interesting time for me as I am trying to apply different creative techniques for them. Brave - yes, creative - yes, outcome - different!